…you either fall or jump off the wagon. Yes you can succeed but that doesn’t fit my story right now. Eventually. I’m a continuous work in progress. I start a workout plan, stop, start, slow down, go all in, and come to a screeching halt! They say mind over matter. Well, my mind has been in the game for a while; my body just hasn’t caught up. I’ve been thinking I might be interested in marathon training again. But, I never had my knee evaluated for that possible meniscus tear so I’m afraid if I start that will flare up. Yes, I should go to the doctor but I have other pressing health issues.
One thing about being a cancer survivor is knowing, in the back of your mind, that it can resurface and not in the same area. Having said that, I have a biopsy scheduled for Wednesday to rule out endometrial/uterine cancer. There is a slim to no chance of my breast cancer coming out of remission since I had a double mastectomy. But, that slim chance of endometrial cancer surfacing is possible due to the oral cancer med I take. As a dear friend put it “You mean the breast cancer drugs can cause [bleep] cancer?!” Yes, he literally asked it just like that! I won’t mention any names Andres…LOL!!! And yes, I told him. I have a few symptoms but only the biopsy will rule it out for sure. I say rule out because although I am a realist, I don’t claim the negative! More to come when the results are in.
As for my workouts, I’m back in the gym today. My bag is in my car. Funny thing is I’ve been losing weight without the workouts. HA! Go figure. When I’m not consciously trying it happens. I’ve been getting into dresses I haven’t worn for years. And, I was sharing with a friend last night that I can once again comfortably wear heels. Stilettos! Don’t let me start toning up….it’s on! For now, I’m hopping back on my wagon, one workout at a time. Yippee Ki yay!!